Neti Neti

I am not my body
that I cling to
but instead
let me dissolve
like the air that
in any shape can grow.

I am not my feelings
worn out by weight
but instead
let me float
like a feather
free from any freight

I am not my perceptions
coloring my judgement
but instead
let me disappear
like the glass that shares
all light without abatement

I am not my intentions
Nor the dreams they hound
but instead
let me be content
like the still water
steady in the sound

I am not my consciousness
molding a mirage wholesome
but instead
let me expand
like the rain drop that falls
to one with the ocean become.

Like we disregard the sensations within a dream as unreal, the sages of Upanishads discarded everything that was in a constant process of change as unreal. Their principle was neti, neti atma: “this is not the self, that is not the self”. When you dig into your own personality deeper, you find layers of perceptions, thoughts, emotions, drives, and memories. The sages found that none of this is permanent. In their search for a constant, they defined what was left – the intense awareness – as the atman, the Self.

Desire

When after worthless wars
And losses unknown
We draw imaginary lines
To mark our own

When after earning the alms
And growing it many fold
Still sleepless we count
Our neighbor’s gold

When in need to be faultless
Photoshop and filters we use
Our very own reality
Is what we abuse

When yet again we choose
To sever from a mate
Slicing the once beloved
With words of hate

Then a desire is met with
and a wish appears to be granted
Only to spawn another longing
For a thing we never wanted.

The Sanksrit word samskara literally means “that which is intensely done”. Samskaras are thought, speech, or behavior motivated by desire to get some experience for oneself. It is one of the five ingredients Buddha uses to describe personality. The others are rupa (form), vedana (sensation or feeling), samjna (perception), and vijnana (consciousness).

What You Seek Is Seeking You

Much like the wind
that powers the sails
for the soul lost at sea
seeking a refuge
until the shores
yet to be discovered
are no longer in wait,
the desires deep down,
known and unknown,
seek a destiny
in an entangled world
of cause and effects
until a sigh rests
in the arms that await.

Text from Brihadaranyaka Upanishad IV.4.5

अथो खल्वाहुः काममय एवायं पुरुष इति स यथाकामो भवति तत्क्रतुर्भवति यत्क्रतुर्भवति तत्कर्म कुरुते यत्कर्म कुरुते तदभिसम्पद्यते

And here they say that a person consists of desires. And as is his desire, so is his will; and as is his will, so is his deed; and whatever deed he does, that he will reap.

Gratitude

The flame is born to shine,
But can only shape to a rhyme,
When a breeze chooses to chime.

The earth is bound to hold,
But whether that is grain or gold,
Plots the potter when it is mold.

The flying fragrance of the flower,
Follows the hand that plucks forever,
Destined to where it’s smell shall shower.

So, to those who rid you of platitude,
For your fame, fortune, and fortitude,
For them, spare a thought of gratitude.

Gratitude is called kataññutā in Pali. The word consists of two parts: kata, which means that which has been done, especially to oneself; and annuta means knowing or recognizing. So katannuta means knowing and recognizing what has been done to one for one’s benefit.

You and Me

You and me
We fight so hard
Every word
Like a flying shard

You and me
And days of yonder
How far we’ve come
Do you remember?

You and me
Why do the eyes weep?
In our arms
When we now seep

You and me
In a gaze deep
The hugs last long
We fail to sleep

You and me
A future we wrote
But somewhere along
We forgot to dote

You and me
What rocked our boat?
Love slowly sinks
Hope falters to float

The Green Light on the Dock

I wonder from where
Could I gather such fare
To take me from this rock
Over the bay to that dock
Where shines that light
Bright green all night.

“Shall I embrace the waves?”
My yearning heart craves
Or a breeze shall I become
To fly to the only one
Where shines that light
Bright green all night.

Memories have not faded
A little, in years jaded
But for courage I strive
A little, for me to arrive
Where shines that light
Bright green all night.

I throw the alms I own
And the fame I have sown
For a sight with your eyes
So I can cease my sighs
Where shines that light
Bright green all night.

This poem is inspired by the character of Gatsby from the 1925 novel written by American author F. Scott Fitzgerald titled “The Great Gatsby”. The green light is an electric lamp at the end of Daisy and Tom Buchanan’s boat dock.  Because the Buchanans’ mansion is direct across the bay from Gatsby’s mansion, Gatsby can always see the green light. In the first part of the novel, the green light represents a symbol of hope for Gatsby. He stares at it obsessively while dreaming to recover the lost love of Daisy.

Vipassanā (विपश्यन)

The wings of the hummingbird
The swing of the warrior’s sword
The water from the tallest fall
The force of advancing gall
When it reacts at everything small
The mind hops faster than all.

But instead when the mind makes
A choice to only observe the stakes
The agitation, the angst, the anger
The commotion, and the will to meander
None but inner peace it brings forth
For a needle that always points North.



Vipassana, which means to see things as they really are, is one of India’s most ancient techniques of meditation. It was rediscovered by Gautama Buddha more than 2500 years ago. Vipassana is a way of self-transformation through self-observation. It focuses on the deep interconnection between mind and body, which can be experienced directly by disciplined attention to the physical sensations that form the life of the body, and that continuously interconnect and condition the life of the mind. It is this observation-based, self-exploratory journey to the common root of mind and body that dissolves mental impurity, resulting in a balanced mind full of love and compassion.

Reference: http://www.dhamma.org/en-US/about/vipassana

The “Distorted” World

The one unwilling to undress the mind
From years of nurture and experiences
To treat each argument on its merits
But be biased by memories of one’s kind
Will be the one who believes
The world is damaged and distorted
When on a rainy day through glass minted
The outside scenery that mind sees.

यथा दृष्टि, तथा सृष्टि – Yatha Drishti, Tatha Srishti. Dristhi is vision, srishti is the universe. The Sanskrit proverb implies “as you see the world, that is how the world is for you.”

When a Branch Turns Into a Root

When a branch turns into a root
Backward walks nature’s foot
Like when with a chisel and a stone
Man creates a God of his own.

Old banyan trees often adorn campuses around Hindu temples in India with their characteristic aerial roots forming new trunks indistinguishable from the primary trunk.

सर्वं खल्विदं ब्रह्म – All this universe is Brahman (Chandogya Upanishad III.14.1). The Vedas depict Brahman as the Ultimate Reality. It is the impersonal and immanent, infinite cause and support of the universe that has no form or attributes.

Just Keep Ploughing

I marvel why this city,
Gets a bad rap for its traffic,
Dare I say towns need to copy,
A model that is this terrific,
If you underestimate our ability,
Let me be more specific.

We put to good use when we drive,
All directions a compass can strive,
As others dearly to their lives hold,
Evolution has given them a new mold,
An owl-like eyesight for us homo sapiens,
Even Darwin dreamt not of such allegiance.

And don’t tell you have not heard,
What the great Einstein had discovered,
When with the mere existence of matter,
The continuum of space-time can shatter,
The width of the lanes then why be fixed?
Forward and backward we all move mixed.

And just ask us how we prepare,
The next generation to take the gear,
When we infuse a sense of ownership,
As well as proactiveness and stewardship,
By annexing the right of way,
On a red light when no one wants a say.

Finally, on a well-lit street at night,
You ask why I drive with a beam bright?
My countrymen suffer a small inconvenience,
But Bengaluru outshines Boston by my lenience,
See Google Earth at night for this activism,
Beam it, it’s a proof of your patriotism!

Bengaluru’s traffic-choked roads are seeing an addition of roughly half-million vehicles each financial year, with the total number of vehicles in Bengaluru breaching the 6 million mark in 2016.