You and Me

You and me
We fight so hard
Every word
Like a flying shard

You and me
And days of yonder
How far we’ve come
Do you remember?

You and me
Why do the eyes weep?
In our arms
When we now seep

You and me
In a gaze deep
The hugs last long
We fail to sleep

You and me
A future we wrote
But somewhere along
We forgot to dote

You and me
What rocked our boat?
Love slowly sinks
Hope falters to float

शिवाई

जन्म झाला शिवनेरी ।
रयत ऋणी जीजाई ।।
शप्पथ स्वराज्याची ।
रायरेश्वरी शिवलिंग साक्षी ।।

भेदरली आदिलशाही ।
पाहून रक्तरंजित भवानी ।।
धडकी मुगल दरबारी ।
तो नतमस्तक रामदासी ।।

उभा अखंड सह्याद्री ।
घेऊन दरी राई ।।
संगे समुद्र अरबी ।
शिवगुण गायी ।।

मग काय करू शाहिरी ।
कोड्यात हा गोंधळी ।।
खंत एकच तुळजाई ।
नशिबा नव्हती शिवाई ।।

Shivaji, who was born to Jijabai at the fort of Shivneri, renounced the inherited comforts and swore to establish self-rule for the people of the land. He shook the tyrannical powers of the Adilshah of Bijapur and the Mughal empire in Delhi fighting many violent battles while humbly accepting the teachings of Sant Ramdas. When today the hills of Sahyadri and the waves of the Arabian sea sing his praises, neither can I better them nor can I shed my envy for unlike them, my life could not witness the acts of his valor.

The format of this verse is called Pawada. Over the centuries, it was the song of the wandering poets in Maharashtra called Gondhali. In a prescient observation, Harry Acworth wrote the following in his book, “Ballads of the Marathas”, published in 1894, “…the advantages of civilization will no doubt, before many years are over, be too much for these products of a time when the steam-engine and the high school were not.”

हर हर महादेव

शत्रूची लूट
पंढरीची तूट
सोसले मुकट
हर हर महादेव

प्रजा बेजार
मुठीत तलवार
एकच ललकार
हर हर महादेव

शिवबाशी मेळ
मावळ्याचं बळ
स्वराज्याचा खेळ
हर हर महादेव

काफिरास संदेश
सोड प्रदेश
भवानीचा आदेश
हर हर महादेव

मातीची शप्पथ
उजळणार मुलुख
भगव्या रंगानं
हर हर महादेव

ओतून रक्तास
सजवू सह्याद्रीस
घडवू इतिहास
हर हर महादेव

History only remembers it’s leaders and heroes who led with a grand vision, but not the many without a name or face who gave their blood and sweat to make that vision a reality. With the war cry of हर हर महादेव (Har Har Mahadev), the mavala army of Shivaji captured over 300 forts across the rugged western ghats laying the foundation for swaraj or self rule.

PS: The religious references are only an attempt to recreate the times that existed 350 years ago. Today, such sentiments are anachronistic – as much as possible, religion and governance should stay as apart from each other.

कदाचित…

तीनही लोकांचा राजा
आईविना होतो भिकारी
होऊन सारे वजा
उरल्या फक्त आठवणी

भूक, ठेच, वेदना
झेलताना मुखात “आई”
आता साद घालाया
शब्द जिभेवर नाही

गरजा, अडचणी, दुःख
घेणारी तू ओंजळीत
राहून सदा हसतमुख
मग आज का निजलीस?

प्रत्येक श्वासात बंधला
तू दिलेला प्राण
कुठे फेडू हे ऋण?
माझे मन मौन

कुठल्यातरी पूर्वीच्या जन्माचं
पुण्य असेल कदाचित
लाभलं तुझं छत्र
जन्मलो तुझ्या कुशीत

कुठल्यातरी पूर्वीच्या जन्माचं
पापच असेल कदाचित
मुकलो तुझ्या देहास
चिताही तुझी शीत

Baji

On a dark night with skies gloomy
With none but silence for company
The name of Ghodkhind1 then I held
When this legend long ago had swelled.

The siege of Panhala2 was pierced
Breaking the fatal grip fierce
With the mavalas3 who have no fears
Arrives Shiva who alone wind tears.

To trample the freedom of the land
Summoned by the Shah’s4 wishes grand
Chases him with malice to strand
An army that Masud Siddi manned.

To see the light of the day
Strong swords behind need to stay
To slow the enemy along the way
Shiva chose his men for a foray.

To steal victory from those with vice
To crush vultures in the precipice
Stood a general against the nemesis
to shield a young nation’s genesis.

Shiva rides away with a heart heavy
To conquer a fort towards safety
Outnumbered with only a few handy
Positions Baji his men deftly.

The savages slide in waves of three
Each time they had to take a knee
With every shadow and every body
Battles brawny blood-stained Baji.

The Mavalas swing swords with one goal
For Shiva’s sake not to lose any control
They arose such that no shadow nor soul
Could breakthrough them to make a hole.

The chase by now has come to a stall
As Siddi prays for the leader’s fall
But with every cut Baji fights tall
Paying no heed to the reaper’s call.

The worn and weary warrior somehow
Clings to his life to fulfill his vow
Until in the air the cannon shots5 plow
Then lets go all that he held until now.

The lore of this night with all the din
I sing it to every wanderer and wind
When one man alone had scores pinned
And transformed me into a Pavankhind6.

(Read the Marathi version here)

1 Ghodkhind (Horse’s Pass) is an extremely narrow pass where only a few soldiers can pass at a time.

2 In early March 1660, Panhala came under seige of Bijapuri forces led by Siddi Jauhar. Shivaji expected that the onset of the rains would slacken the siege. But when that did not happen, Shivaji, along with the Baji Prabhu Deshpande and few hundred soldiers, escaped from Panhala towards Vishalgad.

3 The western belt of the Puna district, running along the Western Ghats for a length of 90 miles and a breadth of 12 to 24 miles, is known as Maval or the Sunset Land. From this region Shivaji drew his best soldiers, his earliest comrades, and his most devoted followers.

4 The Adilshahis were the dynasty which ruled Bijapur for many centuries. The ruler at the time was Ali Adil Shah II. Shivaji had inflicted embarrassing defeats upon the Adilshahis, and they were determined to crush him.

5 The gun-fire from Vishalgad, Shivaji’s destination fort, gave the anxiously expected signal that he had reached safety within its walls.

6 Ghodkhind was subsequently named Pavankhind (“Holy Pass”) in honor of the sacrifice of Baji Prabhu and his troops.

References:

Shivaji and His Times, Jadunath Sarkar (1920) (Available for download here)

The Siege of Panhala, 1660

Shivaji, Baji Prabhu & the Battle of Pavan Khind

बाजी

घोडखिंड मी उभा |
बाजूस बसली शांतता ||
काळोखात माझा माथा |
तेव्हा अनुभवली गाथा ||

सोडून गड पन्हाळा |
तोडून मृत्यूचा सापळा ||
जोडीस अभय मावळा |
पाहतो सर्जा चालला ||

चुरडाया स्वराज्य आली |
आदिलशाही हुकूम पाळती ||
मागे फौज बिजापुरी |
संगे मसूद सिद्दी ||

राजाला कळून चुकलं |
नाही थोपवून धरलं ||
तर जीव मुकेल |
मुलुख राहील भुकेलं ||

घेतला प्रण एकानं |
राहील खिंडीत टिकून ||
अंगात हत्तीचं बळ |
त्याचं हिरडस मावळ ||

नजरेत शिवाच्या गड |
वाट भलती अवघड ||
उडवायास शत्रूची धिंड |
तयार बाजीची खिंड ||

आले तीन प्रहार |
झाला घोर संहार ||
ताठ बाजी रक्तबंबाळ |
रोखून धरला काळ ||

असा मावळा व्यापला |
खिंडीतून पार जाया ||
पाखरू सुद्धा निषिद्ध |
झाली हार-जीत सिद्ध ||

वाट सिद्दी पाहतो |
बाजी केव्हा पडतो ||
नेण्यास यम येतो |
हात लावाया कापतो ||

त्राण नव्हता भरपूर |
“कुठं राजाचं पाऊल?” ||
विचार करतो शूर |
आले तोफेचे सूर ||

आखरी घाव झोकून |
मग घातले आलिंगन ||
कथा अनंत सांगीन |
रात्रीत झालो “पावन” ||

Read the English version here

अर्थ

मी उनाड वारा
तू थंड गारवा
मी ढग हरवलेला
तू निकट छाया

कठीण मी मंद
तू दरवळलेला सुगंध
अजागळ माझे व्यंग
तू सुरेख रंग

मज सारेच कबूल
तुझी मापून चाहूल
माझी नुसतीच चुलबुल
तुझे दृढ पाऊल

मज उगाचच फिकीर
तुज नेहमीच धीर
मी उदार फकीर
तुज कल्पवृक्षाचे जिर

तुझ्याविना सारे व्यर्थ
कोणास हवे अमृत
जेव्हा दिलास विनाशर्त
तू मज अर्थ

अंतर

अनेक वेळा सागरास ही वाटत असावे
एकदा तरी चंद्रास जाऊन बिलगावे
मज्जाव करीत अनंत अंतर उभे
वेड्या लाटांनी सहज कापावे

पण नियमात असते भरती नंतर ओहोटी
थकुन लाटांना परतायचे असते माघारी
आणि मग अनंत अंतरेच सजवतात हा देखावा
चंद्राच्या तालावर लाटा घेतात मजेत झोका

म्हणाल तर प्रत्येक दृष्टीत दोनच सोबती
आकाश आणि त्याच्या छ्ताखालची धरणी
जरी वाटे होते भेट त्यांची क्षितिजावरती
याच आशेने ओलांडली हजारो क्षितिजे मिळून दोघांनी

मिठीत विसावण्यास मग धरती जेव्हा व्याकूळ असे
तिच्यासाठी जो गरजला नाही तो मेघ नसे
ह्या दुराव्यातच रंगतात रंग वसंत ऋतुचे
फुलते कुरुणात मग वसुंधरा घेऊन प्रीतीचे सडे

प्रवासात निघतात दोन तीर नदी बरोबरच
बागडणाऱ्या पात्रास सांभाळत नेतात खरंच
दोघांना ही तोडायचा असतो कर्माचा हा सापळा
टाकून सारे विचार करायचा असतो त्यांना ही आपला

येताच आठवण एकमेकांची मग जातो एक अश्रू ढळून
दोघांचा विरह सोडतो नदीला लहानाचे मोठे करून
आणि मग येतो प्रवासाचा शेवट हे जेव्हा दोघांना कळते
उगाच नाही नदी सागरा जवळ सर्वात खोल असते

विरहातच लपले असे हे निसर्गाचे धडे
न बोलता काही ह्या सर्वांनी आज पर्यंत ते गिरवले
मग का हे हृदय शोधते ह्या प्रश्नाचे उत्तर नवे
तुझ्या आणि माझ्या मधले अंतर निरंतर का राहावे?

For Thy Grace, the Flair, and the Charm

“Aye rose! Or by whichever name
they may call thee,
no less sweet
thy smell would be.”
So truly said a sage,
all many ages ago,
for no name can lessen,
the burning beauty’s glow.

So let the other mortals
spend their mettle and might,
and let more metaphors
for thee they wish or indite.
And as the rest preen for thee,
many more minutes may die,
while at thy feet they quote,
their vows and sighs.

Let me not squander any such seconds
and abet in a crime,
but instead make a heap
and gather these gravels of time.
And so a treasure I will own,
to fight against the clock one day,
since from the time’s rule and wrath,
none ever has escaped away.

So when at thy doorstep does,
to obey the tenet of time age arrives,
into thy beauty’s hour-glass
be poured my treasure and so will thrive,
the mist laden in thy eyes,
the lips where softness abides,
the crown of the dark tresses,
that grandly on thy head lies.

Defeated thus will thy age,
to lay asleep back it’s home return,
unspoiled thy beauty would wake,
with every new rising sun.
And in this world when counted be,
instead of penny or pearl to make a sum,
the grace, the flair, and the charm,
then the richest may thou become.

The Valentine of Rome

Let me take you miles deep into the past,
And stage the set where this show was cast.
Played by the people of the place called Rome,
When Claudius was the king who ruled their home.

Emperors fancy their empires to expand,
How different could be the lord of this land?
He craved for a lofty army to venture far,
So he summoned all men to join his war.

Battles bring home blood and tear,
To join the royal forces all had this fear.
If one breathes his last in the wear and tear,
What would life be for their loved one and dear?

To enlist when only a few hundred did turn,
With surprise and anger the king began to burn.
With handful men on the field he could nothing earn,
So he declared his dogma to have more of them churn.

“If the lust to live for a loved one holds you back,
The very custom of matrimony I order to sack.”
The troops tracked the traitors, lovers began to rue,
And the churches starved for the words “I do”.

“Way is where there’s a will”, said one of fame,
To bless the love’s laborers a holy soul then came.
Priest by profession, Valentine was his name,
To obey the decree and death, to him were the same.

Couples who wished to defy had always him sought,
In Valentine’s chamber they tied their knot.
During such merry moment the kings soldiers knocked,
The priest let the pair escape and got himself caught.

“Throw him into dungeons deep”, the king roared,
“Traitor he is, behead him to settle his score.”
“Treason it may be for you, but after I have died,
God’s court will greet me with grace”, Valentine replied.

In the prison wishes of many had him sought after,
Including the jailor Asterius and his blind daughter.
She brought him food and became his messenger,
A bond beyond words grew between him and her.

Valentine’s faith restored the sight of his caretaker,
No wonder he became a Saint later.
And before breathing his last, to her he shared a line,
“Love forever, from your Valentine.”